Accepting Compliments

Probably posted on this before but it’s an ongoing struggle. I can’t seem to take a compliment without deflecting, diminishing, or out right disagreeing with it. I have the same problem when people thank me. I feel awkward and try push it off. No just the platitude, it’s no big deal, but dropping phrases like … Continue reading Accepting Compliments


Anger issues, a hopefully not never ending story

More personal emo shit. Feel free to skip if your here for fighting or any sort of enjoyable writing. Over the past 2 weeks I’ve had three conversations showing me yet again the problems my Anger causes. I’ve struggled with anger my whole life, all the way back into constant fights on the playground of … Continue reading Anger issues, a hopefully not never ending story

The hanging Tree

Johnny had always loved the old hanging tree. He looked out from the lightning scarred branches upon the rapidly drying dessert ground. The town mocked and shunned him morbid for his fascination. Little boys should be drawn to death they would say. Johnny agreed with them. He hated the bones that surrounded the tree, left … Continue reading The hanging Tree


Warning personal, poorly written, and likely boring,. 2 Months ago I set out an aggressive training plan. I have already failed on almost every aspect of it. Time to take accountability to myself for not sticking to it. My plans for individual fighting were basically worthless than the storage space they take up on server … Continue reading Accountability


I have a problem. I’m not alone in this problem. Quite a few people I’ve met and taught have it bad like me. I’d be willing to be most humans have it to one degree or another. That problem is that I’m naturally talented at a wide variety of things. I know I know, that’s … Continue reading Quitting